Ok so it's been a few weeks, time for an update.

Classes are the suck, not so much in that they're really hard (though Anthropology certainly is) it's more that they are insanely boring, at least last quarter I had a class I was interested in. I can't wait for summer. I'm going to apply at my local Borders to work there friday-sunday and work the other days at Giant Eagle, I'm not super psyched about working 40+ hour weeks but I'll really need the money when I transfer to OSU next year. Plus if I work the weekends at Borders instead of Giant Eagle, I'll be much more relaxed because I hate working weekends at Giant Eagle, the customers are the suck

In other news I'm still playing City of Heroes, I've taken a break from Captain Fancy and have instead been playing as my hero "Expendable Lad" which is where I got the idea from, and my Villain "Dauchowler" Expendable Lad is Level 16 and Dauchowler is Level 14. they are similar characters in manner of play style with minor differences, still they work well for playing solo so that makes it fun. Yesterday when I started playing Expnd Lad was level 13, 2 hours and two group missions later he was up to lvl 16 which is no small feat, this made me happy because now he can fly.

In other games, I'm almost done with my storyline for Mutants and Masterminds, it's a simplistic yet enjoyable story that is part my own creation and part taken loosely from one of my favorite comic book storylines, I'm finishing the writing down of the story, then making character sheets and finally character illustration cards using the CoH character creator and photoshop. Once we've played the game I will post a comprehensive outline of the story as well as al the characters, but seeing as most of the people who view my stuff on this will be playing the game, I don't want to give anything away.

New Dynasty Warriors comes out tomorrow, it's for the PSP I traded in some games today and pre-bought it, I pick it up tomorrow should be neat.

I've been thinking alot lately about dating and how I never do it. I feel now more than ever a desire to start dating and perhaps become close to someone, the problem is that I lack both charm and any kind of skill-set needed for romantic conquest. Also while there are possibly someones I have in mind, each one is a longshot, and I also have yet to meet anyone even remotely interesting who catched my fancy at my college. For the first time in my entire life I feel lonely and it is by far a very unpleasant feeling. I fear sometimes that I may have missed out or may be missing a crucial mental/behavioral trait that allows me to connect with someone in a romantic way, seeing as until recently I have never even been slightly interested in dating and to be honest regarded romantic love as a sign of weakness. That combined with my unusual and less than mainstream interest-set makes finding someone who is both mentally compatable and also physically attractive enough to be a bit of a conundrum. Hopefully my transfer to a real college next winter will remedy this situation.

There is a certain type of malaise that seems to have swept over me, one that keeps me from caring about much, in fact I find it quite hard to keep studying and keep going to work, in fact anything at all hard or unpleasant is incredibly difficult for me to stick with. I become distracted easily and this is in no way a easy thing for one with ADHD to deal with. I just wish my life was more exciting that I did exciting things, that I was happy, but I'm not happy, I might not be miserable like I once was, but I am certainly not happy. My life is missing something but I'm not sure what it is. Hopefully I'll find out soon.

As far as everything else goes, I'll probably be going to see the new Wolverine movie with my Dad since all my friends have already watched the leaked version. Other than that not a whole lot is going on in my life.

there's the update, peace out y'all!!